It's the Climb

I am very, very anxious, very, very scared, very, very confused, and very, very a lot of things right now. Do. Not. Like. And I think I need somebody to hold my hand and help me through this and tell me exactly what to do and how to do it and not find fault with me and just be patient. Because I feel like, while I am pulling out of the depression, Kyle is trying to push me back in. Not fun. And no offense to my multiple long-distance friends, but I need a closer friend for this task.

Fortunately enough, I ran into Pastor Schmeiding's wife today at the library (who happens to be an old volleyball coach of mine), and she's gonna talk to him,and, of course, get a whole new church praying for the situation too. So, maybe, if a thousand more voices are praying for me, the answer will be revealed. We will see.