Hey Dude!

Did you miss me?

I just realized that I haven't blogged in a while. Good thing, though. Not sure how coherent I would have been. Spent all of this week trying to hack up a lung and feeling like my throat had been ripped out.

I think I got the worst of it today, to be honest. I finally took some Sudafed so that I could breathe. I took the kiddie kind though. You'd be surprised how well it works, though.

I think I'm due for another dose soon. The only thing is, it says "non-drowsy", but to my body that is like a challenge. It's like, "We'll see about that!" And then I fall asleep.

So, I don't want to go to bed until I talk to the boy. Because I am a crazy in love. According to Cindi, anyway. And maybe I am, but I don't see anything wrong with it. For what I can tell, he is crazy in love too.

Or do boys GET that way? Interesting... I'll have to think about that.

I haven't been this sick since last November. Weird.

And so, I haven't been called back by application 63. I guess I was over confident or something. I hope they will call tomorrow! I REALLY wanted this. Like I have never wanted a job more. Even when I was searching for jobs when I was right out of school did I want a job so much. I was so willing to learn about marketing and sales. I was THERE! GAH!

So, anyway, it looks like my only job for now is going to be school. I'mma talk it over with the mom this weekend and then see if I can start in the fall. The government/court considers school a job. So...maybe...I'm thinking fashion merchandising. I still have to get the basics no matter what I do, anyway. English Comp, College Alg, Speech, Sociology. Maybe something else. I don't know. Maybe a science. Chemistry maybe. Maybe a bird course. Iunno. Let's see what BRCC -cringe- has to offer first.

There is still some time to think all of this through. So...

snip, snap snout,
this blog's told out!