I have a serious case of blogger's block. I have no idea what to say lately.
Um. Haven't talked to Jessie in a while. Kinda bummed about that. I really want to hear his voice. I keep thinking about the other Saturday and my heart keeps doing the butterfly thing. I miss him! Ok. Maybe THAT'S why I haven't written. Haha. It's all I can think about. And wouldn't that be sappy/boring to read over and over.
Interview with application number sixty-three yesterday. Went well. The guy totally checked me out though. Partially my fault, I guess. I wore a skirt. A flippy one. And high heels. And I wore my hair back, which is my best look, imo. And I guess I was a little flirty. Those Indian guys love me, though. -cheeky grin- I can definitely offer him a lot more than the guy that interviewed ahead of me. LOL Oh get your head out of the gutter! I just mean something to look at. Sheesh! I love Jessie, and would never do that to him. And I MEAN that.
Anyway, they will call next week for a second, longer interview. I'm excited! I have to get a new outfit, though. Flippy skirt will only take me so far. It will be my ability to bs that will win me the job. And the bs switch was so on yesterday. So on.
Oh wow. I guess the block has been lifted. I just have to force myself to start, I guess. Haha.
And now I just cursed myself. LAWD!
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this blog's told out!
Friday, March 13, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
The Rainbow Connection
I hate wearing glasses. Hate it! But I'm resting my eyes, so they will have to do. Of course, I could just type this without them at all. Haha. Blind typing!
So, anyway, that is what I am doing now. This should be interesting.
I really shouldn't even be in front of the computer at all. But I am. Take that! I feel so useless without being able to see, though.
I can't find my phone. I have it on loud and still can't find it. Don't call me. I'm an absolute mess today. The end.
BLAH! I have a case of the blahs.
snip, snap, snout
this blog's told out!
So, anyway, that is what I am doing now. This should be interesting.
I really shouldn't even be in front of the computer at all. But I am. Take that! I feel so useless without being able to see, though.
I can't find my phone. I have it on loud and still can't find it. Don't call me. I'm an absolute mess today. The end.
BLAH! I have a case of the blahs.
snip, snap, snout
this blog's told out!
Monday, March 09, 2009
Alrighty Then!
I think Jessie is more anxious about me getting my life together than I am. Although, I see his point. I love that we can be so honest with each. And I love that he totally called me out tonight on my certain habit.
So. Where have I applied to today? All of these are local gigs, btw.
56. National Vision- Receptionist
57. JCPenney Portrait Studio-Team Member
58. Romano's Macaroni Grill
59. Champs Sports Management Trainee
60. Sales Associate- Dilliard's
61. Smarz and Associates
62. Research Assistant- ACS
So. Where have I applied to today? All of these are local gigs, btw.
56. National Vision- Receptionist
57. JCPenney Portrait Studio-Team Member
58. Romano's Macaroni Grill
59. Champs Sports Management Trainee
60. Sales Associate- Dilliard's
61. Smarz and Associates
62. Research Assistant- ACS
Saturday, March 07, 2009
Red Rebellion
Went to a free concert and DVD shoot today. They rocked it. The wind was being a bitch and screwing with the sound, but all was good. They did their thing, rocked it out. I was proud of them. Took some pics. Here they are.
Scott pounds the drums
Shane. Rockin' it!
Alexandra, Shane and Melissa's little girl
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FYI: I went to school with Melissa and Scott in 6th and 7th grade. Shane and Scott are BFF. Shane and Melissa are engaged.
Scott pounds the drums
Shane. Rockin' it!
Alexandra, Shane and Melissa's little girl
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Alexandra shows off her loose tooth
FYI: I went to school with Melissa and Scott in 6th and 7th grade. Shane and Scott are BFF. Shane and Melissa are engaged.
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Tuesday, March 03, 2009
Must Keep Going!
I have applied to seven more places making the count 55.
I am about to cry. Not only is my count at 55, but I have recruited my ex-husband to help with the job hunt. I doubt he can do anything, but I sent him my resume'. I am THAT desperate. I am also looking for jobs not directly in my field. Anybody else who wants a copy of my resume' can have it, if they think they can help.
Although, I did just get off the phone with a lady from the CVS Caremark job in Birmingham. -crosses fingers- She said she would pass my info on to her supervisors. It sounded promising-ish!
I am about to cry. Not only is my count at 55, but I have recruited my ex-husband to help with the job hunt. I doubt he can do anything, but I sent him my resume'. I am THAT desperate. I am also looking for jobs not directly in my field. Anybody else who wants a copy of my resume' can have it, if they think they can help.
Although, I did just get off the phone with a lady from the CVS Caremark job in Birmingham. -crosses fingers- She said she would pass my info on to her supervisors. It sounded promising-ish!
"Satan" Should Die
Yesterday was pretty fun. I don't think it was as fun for Jessie. ROFLMAO So not going there. He would kill me! And I know he reads this, so, so not taking the chance. I mean, I love you, Jessie!
Cycle day number one for me. So much fun! Cramps are AWESOME! Cramps in the cold, though? PRICELESS! And me, without a snuggle buddy! HOW VERY PERFECT! -eyeroll-
I'm driving up there on Friday night. Don't argue. Everybody needs a stalker. LOL
My friend, Melissa, has this very awesome fiance named Shane, and he is shooting a DVD on Saturday. Guess who is going? ME! Iz gonna be a star! I made a deal that will probably come back to haunt me, but whatever. I really need to get out more.
So, anyway, I am sitting INSIDE wearing a hoodie. I am a wienie today. A very big wienie.
What else?
Nothing especially cool happened today. I didn't even apply to anywhere today. I didn't get rejected either. So, that was good. I'm just going to start applying to places and get a "normal" job now. It's come down to that. I don't know how useful my resume will be for that, though, but it can't hurt to try. Right? Right. But let me take this opportunity to say how much Mr. Bobby Jindal sucks right now. I never thought his hiring freezes would affect me. HA! And now there are approximately 2,000 more people looking for jobs now. Wait! Is that right? I think it may be more. But anyway, this means even MORE competition and pretty much all of it more experienced, period. fkldsfaskl;ajskal;sakl;fdskalf!
I wish somebody would discover me. I wish somebody would hear me singing and be like, "you! record deal! now!" Or maybe say to me, "you have a pretty face, come model for us!" Something! I need a break. Just a small one. Just something to get me on my feet enough to be able to get a house, or like be able to STAY here.
No, I really DON'T like my supposed free ride. It kills me. I am just sitting here, rotting basically, and I won't be able to keep this house. And I can't afford anything else. And I have mouths to feed. Bodies to clothe. Heads to cover. And in July, I'm going to lose the ability to do that. FOR GOOD! And I feel like such a bum. Like a loser. And all anybody can say is "sorry," but they can't do anything to help. All they can do is shake their heads and pity me. FUCKING! HELP ME! Telling me to let it go and let God, isn't helping me. God is not doing SHIT! He thinks this whole thing is fucking hilarious. Well, guess what! I don't get the joke. I'm not laughing.
Worrying about it another day is not an option. THIS IS IT! This is crunch time. This is move it or lose it time. There is no more tomorrow left. I have no time to relax. This has to get done, NOW! There is no time for self-pity or self- doubt. It is what is it, and that's all there is. And I guess it's just me myself and I now. Nobody's going to do it for me. I have to do it. I have to do it ALL! And it has to be done YESTERDAY!
And I am way past over emotional right now, so I'm going to bed.
snip, snap, snout,
this blog's told out
Cycle day number one for me. So much fun! Cramps are AWESOME! Cramps in the cold, though? PRICELESS! And me, without a snuggle buddy! HOW VERY PERFECT! -eyeroll-
I'm driving up there on Friday night. Don't argue. Everybody needs a stalker. LOL
My friend, Melissa, has this very awesome fiance named Shane, and he is shooting a DVD on Saturday. Guess who is going? ME! Iz gonna be a star! I made a deal that will probably come back to haunt me, but whatever. I really need to get out more.
So, anyway, I am sitting INSIDE wearing a hoodie. I am a wienie today. A very big wienie.
What else?
Nothing especially cool happened today. I didn't even apply to anywhere today. I didn't get rejected either. So, that was good. I'm just going to start applying to places and get a "normal" job now. It's come down to that. I don't know how useful my resume will be for that, though, but it can't hurt to try. Right? Right. But let me take this opportunity to say how much Mr. Bobby Jindal sucks right now. I never thought his hiring freezes would affect me. HA! And now there are approximately 2,000 more people looking for jobs now. Wait! Is that right? I think it may be more. But anyway, this means even MORE competition and pretty much all of it more experienced, period. fkldsfaskl;ajskal;sakl;fdskalf!
I wish somebody would discover me. I wish somebody would hear me singing and be like, "you! record deal! now!" Or maybe say to me, "you have a pretty face, come model for us!" Something! I need a break. Just a small one. Just something to get me on my feet enough to be able to get a house, or like be able to STAY here.
No, I really DON'T like my supposed free ride. It kills me. I am just sitting here, rotting basically, and I won't be able to keep this house. And I can't afford anything else. And I have mouths to feed. Bodies to clothe. Heads to cover. And in July, I'm going to lose the ability to do that. FOR GOOD! And I feel like such a bum. Like a loser. And all anybody can say is "sorry," but they can't do anything to help. All they can do is shake their heads and pity me. FUCKING! HELP ME! Telling me to let it go and let God, isn't helping me. God is not doing SHIT! He thinks this whole thing is fucking hilarious. Well, guess what! I don't get the joke. I'm not laughing.
Worrying about it another day is not an option. THIS IS IT! This is crunch time. This is move it or lose it time. There is no more tomorrow left. I have no time to relax. This has to get done, NOW! There is no time for self-pity or self- doubt. It is what is it, and that's all there is. And I guess it's just me myself and I now. Nobody's going to do it for me. I have to do it. I have to do it ALL! And it has to be done YESTERDAY!
And I am way past over emotional right now, so I'm going to bed.
snip, snap, snout,
this blog's told out
Sunday, March 01, 2009
CC's, I Love You, Taco Bell, Not So Much
So, um, things happen so quickly around here it's pretty funny. Date = back on. LMAO. He'll be here in about 12 hours!
Anyway, I got an iced chai latte' today from CC's, and I was in heaven. I miss it. So much. Being broke sucks!
But then I tried to find a Taco Bell and the one by my house was closed due to equipment failure. Susan was PISSED! She drove all over town to find one. Fucking Nazis!
I am in such a weird mood right now. I'm in between giddy and nervous.
I have to clean my house and make cookies and all kinds of fun stuff.
I think I will send my gma off when he gets here. Maybe she can go to my mom's? I don't know. She said she would go to her room or something. But I honestly don't want to disrupt the flow of the afternoon. I'm way past weirded out when it comes to seeing him again.
I don't know how it's gonna go. I mean, I know I feel things for him, but I don't think fucking him would absolutely be appropriate on the first "date." But who knows how long until we see each other again, you know.
I'm gonna try to get over my weird fear of driving up there alone by then. Maybe do a dry run or two with the gma? I don't know. Somebody help me! I don't know how long the Kyle excuse is gonna work for.
I meean, it IS true. He WON'T drop them off if I'm not there. But...I'm not completely sure once will hurt. I really just want Jessie to come tonight. Well, I did, but ish too late now. : (
I wish I knew all the answers! I think I'mma go to bed now. Maybe my sub-conscious will know what to do.
Snip, snap, snout,
This blog's told out!
Anyway, I got an iced chai latte' today from CC's, and I was in heaven. I miss it. So much. Being broke sucks!
But then I tried to find a Taco Bell and the one by my house was closed due to equipment failure. Susan was PISSED! She drove all over town to find one. Fucking Nazis!
I am in such a weird mood right now. I'm in between giddy and nervous.
I have to clean my house and make cookies and all kinds of fun stuff.
I think I will send my gma off when he gets here. Maybe she can go to my mom's? I don't know. She said she would go to her room or something. But I honestly don't want to disrupt the flow of the afternoon. I'm way past weirded out when it comes to seeing him again.
I don't know how it's gonna go. I mean, I know I feel things for him, but I don't think fucking him would absolutely be appropriate on the first "date." But who knows how long until we see each other again, you know.
I'm gonna try to get over my weird fear of driving up there alone by then. Maybe do a dry run or two with the gma? I don't know. Somebody help me! I don't know how long the Kyle excuse is gonna work for.
I meean, it IS true. He WON'T drop them off if I'm not there. But...I'm not completely sure once will hurt. I really just want Jessie to come tonight. Well, I did, but ish too late now. : (
I wish I knew all the answers! I think I'mma go to bed now. Maybe my sub-conscious will know what to do.
Snip, snap, snout,
This blog's told out!
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Real Entry!
So things are going ok in the love dept. We had a date, but then we realized how broke we both are so he had to cancel. Actually, he has to use to last of his money to pay a ticket. LOL. And I have to use the rest of my money on bills. FAIL! To people
The job front is not looking good. I am up to 48 applications and 6 rejections so far. I am going to start applying to non-pharmacy tech positions.
Kyle called me this morning...uh...yesterday morning now, and said he would distribute my resume' to anybody he could. Unfortunately, one of the people he mentioned has already told me how much I suck. They were my FIRST rejection. But at least I went on an interview with them. Nobody else has even given me that much. I think I may have been rejected from the job in Watson too, though. I've heard nothing. But they really don't need me until April anyway. Here's to hoping. I think Watson is closer to Jessie. I have to look it up. I am geography fail.
The kids are gone again. 4th time? They are going to Eunice again this weekend. They have a birthday party to go to. A third (or fourth?) cousin is turning one. Fun fun.
And that's it
Snip, snap, snout,
this blog's told out.
The job front is not looking good. I am up to 48 applications and 6 rejections so far. I am going to start applying to non-pharmacy tech positions.
Kyle called me this morning...uh...yesterday morning now, and said he would distribute my resume' to anybody he could. Unfortunately, one of the people he mentioned has already told me how much I suck. They were my FIRST rejection. But at least I went on an interview with them. Nobody else has even given me that much. I think I may have been rejected from the job in Watson too, though. I've heard nothing. But they really don't need me until April anyway. Here's to hoping. I think Watson is closer to Jessie. I have to look it up. I am geography fail.
The kids are gone again. 4th time? They are going to Eunice again this weekend. They have a birthday party to go to. A third (or fourth?) cousin is turning one. Fun fun.
And that's it
Snip, snap, snout,
this blog's told out.
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